爱情是？？
有人说过，爱情是个甜甜圈。
因为爱情的路是园的，远远看就像一个大大的圆圈。
那么空出来的中心是什么？
我认为是一种障碍，一种考验。
每个人都不会在那个甜甜圈的同一个地点出发。所以要和对方相遇，就要看缘分了。
如果两个人一起跑的速度一样，两个人的距离就不会减少。
一起跑不是不好，如果你们的出发点不一样，是很幸苦的。如果终点是一致，幸苦后的幸福。 若不一样，幸苦后的不幸。
如果一个人跑，一个人等，他们会相遇到对方。
怎样跑都好，也会相遇，可能是终点，也可能是起点。
如果一个人跑得快，一个人跑得慢。他们也是会相遇到对方，只是比较慢。
可能会错过了，但是还是会相遇。可能是一种幸福吧，能跑着喜欢的人曾经跑过的路。
如果两个人都不跑，一直停留在原地，就不会有结果了。
但是一起在同一点而不跑，就另一种说法了。
为什么一定要跑？不能事先和对方交流一下而决定跑而不跑呢？
因为空缺的中心像一座山阻挡了我们彼此的视线。
甜甜圈的道理也很好笑，因为你所在的甜甜圈，不一定是你喜欢的人也会在。
直到你找到了，你都不知道谁是你的缘分。
在此祝福找到对方的人幸福快乐。
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
One Year Chapter 2: The result
During the wait for my report, I still continued my normal life even through the medicine can't fully remove the problem I'm facing at the moment. However, the medicine did wake me up for going to work. Normally I would be late for an hour, with this medicine I managed to wake up late for 5 - 10 minutes late. Besides working life, I started to lead a charity organization to help out in other charity events. In the past, I would mostly take part in a certain team for charity until one of the team leader had to migrate to another country, so it was decided for me to be a temporary leader till everything is sorted out. 1 week before promised duration for my report to be out, the doctor called and requested me collect my report as soon as possible. Without delay, after my work I went to meet my doctor for my report.
When I entered the doctor’s room, I saw two more doctors around. At first sight, I thought they are just trainees. After formal introductions from my doctor, only did I notice my problem is not a normal issue anymore. The first doctor who explained to me about my unusual illness was a brain specialist. After 10 - 15 minute of explanations, I'm just able to grasp the surface about certain parts of my brain having something, causing it to affect my sleeping hours.
After that brain specialist's explanation, I have another specialist do some explanation for my situation, A Cancer specialist. The main cause of my situation is due to the part of my brain that had mutated and become a brain tumor. However, this tumor will not result in my death or rather it will put me into a permanent sleep; or in the worst scenario, a coma. As this tumor is placed in a peculiar part of my brain which renders an operation impossible to remove it.
After all explanations, I had no expression on my face but shock. I suddenly feel that my world is so terribly empty and quiet until I accidentally knocked down my doctor's pencil case which was near my hand, I was brought back to reality. I had nothing to ask besides what to do to cure my illness and how long I can still live as a normal man.
When I entered the doctor’s room, I saw two more doctors around. At first sight, I thought they are just trainees. After formal introductions from my doctor, only did I notice my problem is not a normal issue anymore. The first doctor who explained to me about my unusual illness was a brain specialist. After 10 - 15 minute of explanations, I'm just able to grasp the surface about certain parts of my brain having something, causing it to affect my sleeping hours.
After that brain specialist's explanation, I have another specialist do some explanation for my situation, A Cancer specialist. The main cause of my situation is due to the part of my brain that had mutated and become a brain tumor. However, this tumor will not result in my death or rather it will put me into a permanent sleep; or in the worst scenario, a coma. As this tumor is placed in a peculiar part of my brain which renders an operation impossible to remove it.
After all explanations, I had no expression on my face but shock. I suddenly feel that my world is so terribly empty and quiet until I accidentally knocked down my doctor's pencil case which was near my hand, I was brought back to reality. I had nothing to ask besides what to do to cure my illness and how long I can still live as a normal man.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
One Year Chapter 1: A year ago
Well, I'm just a normal guy with friends, family and my career. Even I'm newly graduated from my college and gotten lucky for getting into my current career as programmer. For few years of working, I'm manage to get into certain project and built up my fame. Until recently, Company decided to raise my rank and salary for rewarding sucess of the project I'm involved. Beside of my career as programmer, I'm also involve in photography and do some outing and photosession with my friend. Life seems greats and happy for me, I'm feel satisfy with my current life style. When everything seems smooth to me, I'm starting facing a problem which is I'm unable to wake on time. At the starting of this symptom, I'm only late for 5 min. Slowly it become 10 min, 15min and worst come to worst 1 hour even with a room full of alarm. Even through i tried some alternative way such as sleep earlier, however it is still the same. Once I enter my sleep, it will slowly increase consumption of my time for sleep. Even it doesn't affect my ability for doing my task, but it is greatly reduce my time for performing daily routine.
So I decided bring forward my annual full body check up and request additional check up for my problem. Usually my full body check up will just take 1 day for getting all information. However it takes few weeks for completing all check up, including getting appointment for doing CT scan. After completion of all check up, i return to my daily life with some medicine to try reduce my current problem. I had been asked to return to hospital to get my report in a month times. So i just have to wait for result while continue my daily life.
So I decided bring forward my annual full body check up and request additional check up for my problem. Usually my full body check up will just take 1 day for getting all information. However it takes few weeks for completing all check up, including getting appointment for doing CT scan. After completion of all check up, i return to my daily life with some medicine to try reduce my current problem. I had been asked to return to hospital to get my report in a month times. So i just have to wait for result while continue my daily life.
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